I am Brandon Wesley.I am the kinda guy who cares about everyone around me and isn't a big dick asshole.
I like video games... and taco bell.
And I am super fucking cool.
I want to stop smokeing so bad.
I keep trying and trying but I fail. I give in to the stress of certain things that keep building up sometimes because I dont know how else to handle it and it keeps from from falling off the edge of a break down sometimes.
I have to stop though. My chest has hurt for 2 days now and I feel awful. I refuse to die when there is so much I have to live for and people who need me.
The thoughts
Still cross my mind from time to time and when they do they weigh heavy on my heart. Things now are very good and I am happy. I am glad I am were I am now and glad I am with her.
The thoughts, fears, paranoia, and insecurity still appear, as rare as they are, but im not letting them ruin what I have here. I truely love her
The gate
And then the gate opened before my eyes. I looked through and saw the same world that I am in now. I stepped through, now liveing a different life. Everything is the same. The faces, the places, the people, the feelings, the problems, the worries, the happyness, and the joy. However I now live on a side of this same world that other people just dont ever get to see.
So much inner conflict
Am I a monster or an angel Am I a destroyer or a savior Am I dark or am I light The insanity in my heart yearns to tread in the dark and destroy and yet it wants to protect. The love in my heart wants to bask on the light and wants to be the image of hope and the warmth to also protect, but it wants great power.
Wich am I because I do not want to be both
thesmileofherskeleton asked: Nice to meet you Ventus, I must say I am excited to see you do good things.... I thought everyone was going to lose good ol' Brandon Wesley..
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thesmileofherskeleton asked: No more Ragner? :D
Nope. That was the dark side I let get the better of me. Im an angel now and my name is Ventus
